Still not connected, still on a hijacked computer
I did a load of laundry today. This amounts to rearranging deck chairs on the Titanic that is my household.
The kids are screaming ugliness at each other at top volume. Diva has caused a small flood in my kitchen and is now doing I don't know what in there. There are a handful of large, loud teenage boys in my living room. I just took an Ativan, so I won't be worried about it much longer.
I have no control over my household, my children, much of my life. I have no sense of agency. I don't even know how to work this damned computer belonging to Superman. It doesn't respond to me. If I were more comfortable with the computer I'd link "Ativan" to some drug information and "agency" to the definition that refers to one's ability to take action, or to effect action, or something like it.
There are no answers, there isn't even a question. I need nothing by way of comments. I just needed to scream out loud for a minute. I'll be fine.
School starts in three weeks and four days.
Moving Along, but Adrift
10 years ago
7 comments:
Get in the car, roll down the windows and scream at the top of your lungs while you're driving down the highway. You'll feel a lot better. My coworkers and I used to do this when we were having a day from hell. Other drivers would stare at us but we didn't care. We usually ended up laughing and felt a lot better before returning to the office.
Go to the gym and get that shit out somehow!
I gotcha, Java! Scream acknowledged!
Peace <3
Jay
I heard that scream from here.
How about a bottle of wine to go with that Ativan? Just a thought.
Keep your socks up and your powder dry.
Cheers.
sometimes the only appropriate response is to scream.
Hearing you, take care,
I haven't seen you post in a month and was thinking about you real strong this morning.
I hope things are looking up.
Did the kids go back to school yet?....hope so....
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